Here Goes Nothin'

I guess I will start off with my background.  I'm a mom of 2 kiddo's who has gone through hell and back.  I have struggled with Postpardum Depression and was diagnosed with post tramatic stress disorder after my horrible experience with a miscarriage and several surgeries.

I have decided to start the blog more as a place for me to come and talk about what is going on.  Keeping myself accountable to the world even though no one may read this. 

To start I will list my overall goals and keep in mind I am going to start slow, hoping to incorporate 1 new thing each week.  I will not just go crazy as some of these goals will take months to meet. I will do mini goals each week as well.

Goals: 

1. Lose baby weight (approx. 30 pounds)
2. Become a healthier mom and role model for my toddlers.
3. Work past the PPD and PTSS.
4. Stop eating out
5. Wear a bikini on our next vacation and not hide out in sweats and sweaters
6. Run a 5k.
7. Work on figuring out the triggers to my binging 

These may seem little or ignorant to you.  However, these are a few of the things that I have been struggling with for months now.  I will work on these slowly all while keeping you updated. 

Friday's I will do a weekly weight in/measurements along with what I have struggled with that week.  I will record how and if I have met my previous weeks goals, along with setting new ones!

So be sure to check back tomorrow when I post my first week weight in and goals for the week!